Please Don’t (845,530)

I love you, three words I’m making sure you hear.

I don’t know if you’ve heard them recently but please know that they’re real.

You feel alone, trust me I know, you feel like no one’s ever been as far as you but trust me I’ve been there.

You’re sitting alone feeling lonely like the world forgot about you and that no one will ever care.

It’s not true, I promise it’s not, you’re not alone, you’re not forgotten and you will be missed, don’t throw away your precious life for this.

It will get better, trust me. I used to be in your place feeling like nothing but a waste. Like a waste of time a waste of breath, we insist on doing this alone, that we don’t need anyone or God but where did that get us other than here thinking about the impact of our death.

You’re life is valuable it’s true, you’re not worthless, you’re priceless, I promise there will never be another person like you.

I know to you, that seems like a good thing, like the world would be better off without me, no one is ever going to miss me and life will go on to be easy. But please know, the pain you feel doesn’t dissapear just because you do, it passes on to those around you and leaves a hole that you won’t even be around to see.

It would leave a hole the size of you. You say your life has no purpose but that can’t be true. If you had no meaning you wouldn’t be here, you’re on this planet for a reason, so see it through. I know the path is foggy, I know you can’t see past the tears theres no hope theres no escape, I’ve been there too.

I know life is hard, I know that right now time is beating on you and it’s getting really tough. Nothing is going your way, broken people treating you, rough. And you’re sick and tired you’ve had enough!

You want to do it. Life just isn’t worth going through this. A big middle finger to the bullies, abusers, teachers who said you weren’t good enough and that all the shots you would ever take would miss. To the kids who only laughed, to the friends who never had your back and especially to the absentee parents.

But the biggest of all it’s an outcry to the biggest enemy, us. We look in the mirror, hate who we see and view life as a bust. When we look in that mirror we see what others say, so hating ourselves is a must. They say we need to learn to love ourselves, but no else did so how can we and how can we learn to trust. Trust that we mean something and trust that this life isn’t only going to be deep cuts.

But please, I’m begging, God is here too, He sees your pain, you feel like he’s silent but this is His message to you…

I love you…three words I’m making sure you hear.

I don’t know if you’ve heard them recently but please know that they’re real.

You feel alone, trust me I know, you feel like no ones ever been as far as you but trust me I’m here.

So please don’t sit alone feeling, lonely, even If the world forgets about you, I won’t.

And even if no one cares about you, I do.

You’re life is valuable it’s true, you’re not worthless you’re priceless, I promise there will never be another person like you.